my teeth problem

牙齒的問題真的困擾了我很久，近來睡得真的超差，早上好像沒睡過一樣，但中午又睡不著，怪怪的‧

上星期三約了今天的appointment，以為上次在聖母醫院照X光不夠清楚，怎知... 這次也是說我的牙沒有問題！
天呀...都是同一番話，說可能因為之前被智慧齒頂到，所以會有「敏感牙齒」‧但若做牙套的話就可以杜絕這問題‧可是，牙醫說的「喝冷熱東西會覺得不舒服」，我又覺得不太對，雖然之前是有這個問題，反而是睡的時間若果壓在那一個位置就會很不舒服，牙醫就說這應該沒有關係‧總之就是，若我現在什麼也不做也沒所謂，因為還沒有蛀牙‧做牙套就可以預防敏感牙齒，不過需要三千元，如要杜牙根就更貴，痴線...最大問題是現在的root cause 還是不太清楚，最害怕的是做了還是有同樣問題，最後是發覺是因為上次剝智慧齒的後遺症，那就不好了‧

或許晚上睡得不好是因為其他原因吧？

3 weeks

I weighed today. And I'm really skinny as hell and I weigh 49 kg now. really need to get fat before thinking about anything else. I kinda feel like if I don't change anything to make myself more attractive, on the outside and inside, I would be lonely in the rest of my life.

crying

I've asked myself so many times why I would think about someone who doesn't think of me. I've told myself so many times that I should just give up and be happy again.
oh god.
why